Gone.

The worst kind of pain is the one you feel when you know you've lost someone you thought you never would. And I'm kind of feeling it, but I'm not sure if I'm loosing my friend. That nights of laughs and secrets are gone, the I-know-what-you-are-thinking-with-just-a-look, good conversations too. There're some times when I think we can go back again, but then reality hits me in the face. We always talk about how being in different high schools have caused this, how we are gonna go back to normal and then, NOTHING.  We just stop talking as usual, and trust dissapears... Doesn't matter how much I try.